I strive to live every day in a way that would make Ava Lea proud of her mama. Some days are harder than others, but one thing is certain – her existence in this world, even though it was too short, made me an exponentially greater person.
I can’t believe it’s been two years since we said our hardest goodbye. I remember telling Ryan that if they didn’t take her when we transferred rooms, I wouldn’t ever let her go. I spend a lot of time thinking about who she would be if she were with us today… What would her personality be like, which one of us would she look most like…
This day is one of the most emotionally difficult days each year, but we do our best to bring others light on our darkest of days. This is why we honor Ava’s memory with random acts of kindness. To bring light to others lives, just as she once brought to ours.
Mama loves you, Sweet Pea.